My doctor finally cleaned my womb, last Tues, after confirming my pregnancy was NOT ectopic. She advised me to take complete bedrest for 5-7 days to fully recuperate.

I have been used to being busy. Staying at home for this long makes me a little bored. So even if I was told to bedrest I go online every now and then to check my work-related emails.

I have a deadline to beat. So tomorrow, I should be focused.

My brother together with his wife and 2 little girls are staying in our house. We all are adjusting with each other, except for the kids so it's awkward at times. But it's good that they are with us. I'm unloaded from some household obligations. Kuya is handling the marketing, and simple cooking. Ate takes care of the cleaning and other chores.

My mother was confined in the hospital the other day due to intestine infection. Tomorrow, my bro said, they will be checking out already. I pray this will be the last that my mother will be confined in the hospital. I'm not worried because I know she is a strong woman. She will do her best to recuperate fast. But I was asked to send money. So I'm a little overwhelmed because we have so many bills to pay this month....insurance and other big expenses.

Well, I'm sure the Lord is on top of all these. He has a purpose for allowing these events to happen. Despite these, I've a lot to be thankful for:

1. I have a very loving husband. I'm so loved and cared for by all my loved ones.
2. My husband and I have great and rewarding job.
3. We have peace of mind.
4. We are healthy
5. I believe we are wealthy

I had been at home for the last 5 work-days. Doc advised me to stay home, rest and recuperate.

I had a miscarriage. I lost my 3-week old baby. I felt sad at first. But accepted my fate later after seeing my blood continued to flow even after I stayed at bed for 2 days. And I thank the Lord for guarding mine and my hubby's emotion during the process. He used my doctor to remind me that he has reasons for every event that happens in our life.

We've been having our work-up for 5 months now. We've wished for my pregnancy since last year. Me, getting pregnant was the most wonderful blessing we've had this year. But God may have found we both were still no so prepared. He changed His mind.

Next week I'll be going back to work. I pray I have fully recovered already by then.