I had been at home for the last 5 work-days. Doc advised me to stay home, rest and recuperate.

I had a miscarriage. I lost my 3-week old baby. I felt sad at first. But accepted my fate later after seeing my blood continued to flow even after I stayed at bed for 2 days. And I thank the Lord for guarding mine and my hubby's emotion during the process. He used my doctor to remind me that he has reasons for every event that happens in our life.

We've been having our work-up for 5 months now. We've wished for my pregnancy since last year. Me, getting pregnant was the most wonderful blessing we've had this year. But God may have found we both were still no so prepared. He changed His mind.

Next week I'll be going back to work. I pray I have fully recovered already by then.